hummmm

so its about April , and the weather is great here, but i am getting restless

I don't know when the house crap is going to be resolved, when? hummm,
so last night i do what i normally do drink about 3 tall boys of natty lite eat some tacos, and burned off some twigs and limbs,
This new stuff on paper, WOW, its changed everything about the way i paint, i am workng on this one painting, called "Bathing Beautys" of this naked woman n this old pond, Taken from a photo,, but the fact that i have raised up an old porno mag as a figure refreances , harkens back tothe first time i done all this back in 93, when i stoped, .
With paper , the drag smear activitys are more easy, than canvas, so i am able to do this like rapid smear tones, , and working against a hard surface is differnt. its also cause if ebay, too, all these works are basicly sold at such a low price, i just don't give a fuck, a nd can allow myself to prcseed forward in this like rapid fire painting , lwetting myself com up with what ever that evening, and watching , my little painting fetch what ever off ebay its fun.

One funny thing hapen last night as i was burning off stuff, i heard a couple fight over in the parking lot ,,the only phraze i could understand in the yelling, and then he spun out in to throad was" look what your doing to your kid!?!" yelled the woman. his repliy " look what your doing to me" in and all most panniced cry,. oh yea he added "Bitch!" .
it got me trying to figure out what what they could be possibly arguing about, .I can spot a fight a mile a way, i can see and hear them in the background,. Listing to to peoples argue is fasinating, its like th rawest display of emotion all put out , its trying to make a point but is meet with fustrations in comunications and then the tentions riase as the volume goes up on deaf ears.

It kinda make me want to go back to school as a psyche Major, and get back involved with, , There must be hours of thinking about how to come up with language that might make things less emotional.

I Rember on time when i was at this party, and got all stoned, it was out in the woods but there were houses all around , i went out on this balcony , and started looking at peoples houses., well behind the trees and shrubs, and there the half open blinds i could see the abstracted figuures jet am move and stand still, going from one room to another , it was a couple fighting, i couldn't hear anything, but, some how i could
make out what they were doing, by concentrating my vision on these very smal detials, like a long distant microscop or something, ,. its amazing what you can see the you calm down aln look at the phisics of stuff around you.

Posted by chickengeorge at April 7, 2005 9:40 AM