studio june

still working!
but getting burn out on all of it.
why?
future topics comming up!
kathy's art
the new E-show comming up "bug games"

one of the problems of being up here is there is no break from the life style, back and forth to the apartment to my studio, i am becomeing blurred over it, words and ideas have no meaning, art topic don't make any sences, except i am gettign excited by this one book Kuspit "end of art", i am going to use it like my Bible
quat from it

hum what else, i talk to this one lady, she is a whacky art chick, , reminds me of the later day whacky art chickes from SWT, she likes to party and what not, devorceee type, a bit too young for me, , i guess with gettting older i don't trust younger women, its too much for my ego to take them playing with an older guy, especialy when i think i am supior to them, the old macho bs, so i just avoid them but i do like to flirt, she is interesting reminds me of my last exe, she is energritc and likes attention, dances alot moves around, kinda hyper come to think about it.
one of the high lite of last semester , when it was thoundering and storming out, we ended up making out, funny cause i would have never thougth some one like her was interested in me, but it was a Cape Fear like night almost amazing, it ened up hailing that night, and we talked about making out, or doing it, not sex, but kissing etc, i think i was an imposing figure to her,.,

It get me thinkining about how men could have been with some one as young, well this amazing chick was only 27, not really young but she acted like she is 18 or something, but these guys who get with some one really young, maybe its my low self esteem about it but there is some maturity thing here thats missing,Y/N i guesss it goes both ways,

but being here freash ripe off my last relationship, the crowds here are not that optimistic about dating, its sorta a closed game,
i find myself sorta dozing off around the apartment, slipping between sentimental snuggles of my last ex and apocolyptic visions what the future may hold for chickens sex life...
, at least i am not drinking like crazy , i rember when i was out in Redford i credit the majpority of my "problem" with obsesions with the WWW-Deal, for being isolated and a six pack of natty talls with limes, you get all whacked out and dwell on stuff alot.
Ahh but make-out chick i wish her well,

as for art projects, hummm
i have at least wo projects rolling waintign to be complete, JARR isn't around its just me, he went on some road trip.

Posted by chickengeorge at June 19, 2006 12:38 AM