Well , here is the things to come. I know when i start slowing down a bit , its when ever i get into to much planing, but none the less, here is a small project i did over the weekend, humm the Mrs pacman rat traps, what will become of it,? . most likely into storage the thing weighs a ton but i got some showing plans with it . as for now all efforts are put into the last show, here, in the RRSATX studio, then its over the shotgun house, down town,, it should be different, i am looking forward to the change and so ends this phaze here,
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So what going down, well the C-art show, and Rrose Amarillo show this fall plus the venture out to Marfa,. the main show is going to be the Rrose show, which i have been trying to complete, but i am a bit burned out,, its going to be the summit of the kinda art i like to make, and i would say this one book above all has helped me out alot "Redneck Manifesto" by jim Goad is a great piece of work, . its helped me clarify things about my taste and how i gots them,.
Basicly the show and all its designs, is like construction not made by bar trash but made to entertain trash, video games, bling-bling, scray warnings, and moral tales sorta go into this arcade culture that i would have this land or settle in, Clute Texas, why Clute,.
cause its the most cultureless place i have found in Texas., really, its so devoid of any kinda attractiveness that what's there is purely functionable , its just something about the place,
ahhhh,
that would lead my mind to wonder what kinda art would entertian folks there, in a nonpartoning left wing, anti-America kinda way or Anti Texas.
So what else, i am have these new ideas, "Freddy loves Nina" ill go into it later,
This weekend what surfed my mind, well one funny antidote and i have to keep a lid on it, so to speeak , but one thing i have noticed around here is how neurotic and sencitive people are, ( i didn't do anything) but lisitng to several storys about folks and the "dramas" it amazing how people just don't want to deal with life ,and avoid it with this new edicate or legal edicate , its like the law is used to protect us from life itself, , mainly in dealing with conflicts, with other people, i always say it comes form a lack of trust, but i think if you can be treatened easly then the trust barior is mighty small, another thing that set me off was is what i call my value structures impuning some one elses, do i have the rights,hummm fuck yea! i do, if its about ethics or opinions about people maybe but as long as i am not bullheaded about it, well, i always factor in fairness but sometimes some ones actions or lack there of or opinions of , need to be challeged , its called life, this is what happens, people disagree about stuff,
all of it reminded me when i was in junior college over in Alvin, ohh way back there, 88-90, i was such an debate mongler, that i would front being a Babtist to be joined to the college BSU, Babtist student union to argue with folks, all i really wanted to do was talk about ethics and reality, but none them would have it, its like talking automechanics to a auto salesman, they go one model to sell, the salesman,l, thats it. But back in the hayday of hanging out with these two Babtist guys , i remember, talking to them about what movies they could watch, they were mad because there was nothing to take there dates to see that was Christian approved, the only thing left was "G" rated, i start to bring up the case it was ok to see an R-rated move but it was to much for them to deal with . i started asking them alot of question as to what there famliy life was like and it dawn on me that these two guys had been sheltered form everything in life, "everytthing of the world is wicked and sinful" To my ideas, it all goes back to the mothers who are protecting there little Christian boys form being involved with anything dangerious, which is about 90% of whats out there. I thought my God what the fuck is wrong with you guys, don't you realise that this whole puratanic / famliy centric works are really your folks keeping you from ever leaving the house, ahhh, i guess it was all me plotting Babtist cowardice to Texas centric beer drinking crudness , who would you look up to, a Ned Flanders or a Hank Hill, would culture cure religion, i guess everybody is differnt, but some people its like dealing with life, maybe its my role to intimidate them with life, or sugeste something differnt. Oddly no matter how comfortable one gets from watching tv, as to what aceptiable and not, there are alot of folk who have turned it off, . Maybe there is some wisdom to it but then again, one doesn't really fear fire unless he is burnned, and those with out a life, usualy develope fears about stuff they will never do to begin with, but ham on about it forever.
So predictions for CDC
Well i think i am going to push the site over to more video blogging, and work on my newest ambitions movie making,! something i have always liked, Texas hillbilly psychdelic horror movies, ahh so we shall see!
