Crazy matt

I am sorta sad to see Mat go, its sorta humbling to see some one go insain in the garrage next door to ya, . He said that we we recording his conversations and that a bunch of select place in San Marcos are bugging or listening in on people, coffee shops and pizza places, our house, friends, etc, before he left, he move his stuff out, and i thought he was gone but having no place to go? the next morning i could hear the tinging of his two dog chains, he has two dogs, and he was over in this yard our neighbor's yard camping out, (its an abonded house), we sat that morning and talked for about two hours, mainly mat rambling about the "pawnstore baby cult" as he coined it, and then he suspected me of beiing part of it, its all ridiculas to begin with , but the house made him nervious, that shed in particular. so he left,. me and phil talked about how way out there he is and he is basicly going Squitziod, basiclly , but he was right in a symbloic sence, people we recording his conversations,,, gossip!, but , as i told Matt what do you expect you are in public view all the time when you are homeless, and crazy. i think fo his own mental health what he wanted to do was sorta excape and be alon , squiziod are very sencitive to other peoples words and actions, he couldn't deal with the house's people comming around and talking to him, he wanted to be isolated to get a grip on things or reinforce his own squiziodphria,
One book i read "Madness and moderism," L Sass ,really layed out the theams of introversion to the extreme. i could some how understand mat with out take what he said seriously but got the main idea., I gusess as an artist, believe ablity in what you imagine can cut both ways, one as a spectaclar and the other as a delision...