yesterday some lady i was hanging out with ended up cutting herself real good with a blade, exacto blade, in her hand, she started screaming and crying grabbing her hand, i had these flash backs when i was a kid, my dad had this whittling knife and i wasn't allowed to touch it, cause it was real sharp, well one day i ended up stealing it out of his bedroom and was cutting up wood with it and cut my thumb real bad, i rember coming into the kitchen screaming to mother, "i cut myself i cut myself" mom was all upset , yelling at dad across the house," look what junior did with your knife!"
( the knife i wasn't suposed to touch), he came running in there , the kitchen ,all panic ridden,
i was screaming and crying , "wheres the knife?!" he said., i was crying and blabing on,, such that he whipped out his belt and started strafing my legs with the belt, to get my attention,,, that i was in trouble about the knife deal., while i was crying, he was yelling at my mom saying this will keep his mind off the pain ( cause now i was in trouble), and i needed to snap out of it, and find his knife i lost out in the backyard somewhere.
And sure enough i did forget i cut myself and i was gaurding my legs from this fury of belt lashes.
My concerns were more about getting my ass whoped that my little cut!. Dad sure had a way about making things straight and taking your mind off the trival things like a fleash wound.
much like this woman who cut herself i though ,humm what would it take to get her to shut up!., taser her maybe,?
i don't know, but if i ever hurt myself around here , i told my friends you better just start right off the bat slapping& kicking me (if i get to outta control with myself),. it helps relive the pain.
