loisel colection

View imageJosh Rios, of OK mountian Austin Texas
he made this in the 715 rogers age 1996

View imageMike Carter, i went doen the river with him, SanMarc to the Texas coast, it was one hell of a fishing adventure, we brought a 12 pack, , what the fuck were we thinking, that shit was gon on the first day, hardliquer&weed, that what we should have brough,

Well i have two weeks before classes start up, i don't know what the fuck is sapping my energyies, either i am burned out, or the exgirlfriend bs , or years of smelling to much terpitine,decking tar, klitz, polyurthain, or treated saw dust, its got me worryed i might be ill, or maybe its i am a fat bastard, as i have realied talking to Niel about, i also quit drinking beer as a wild experment, for a month and see what happens , Niel said its pretty scary when you cann't complete a painting, not drunk,.
, in one of my defences to all the drinking stuff, i would quat my dad, who clained he got his doctoreral(sp) or wrote the thing, on a beer buzz saying the work was so monsterious, you seemed to get a clearer head when you had a couple of beers, ., everything made since and you saw the path threw the blizzard of thoughts .,.,i would agree.,
but i want to stop so i can get hold of my wieght thing,.
or
it might be i am living in suberbia, God Damn!
strip malls , corner stores and houses, wheres the romance where!,
I find myself walking home at night contemplating parking lot street lights, and wierd grass islands traped in a sea of black topped pavement.
one funny thing i see from time to time is there is a swingers club right next to my aprtments, there is something like a 50 plus suberia trucks parted out there, the sin beramater must have busted on that joint along time ago, when i drive by there , and see that , i cann't help but yell out
"Boy there is some fucking goin on to night!"