Sunday morining

i can almost feel a change of activitys like almost shredding the past to cut some new direction, but then again,
as on of my old buddies Niel said, you can travel all over the world and then there you are?
one of the funny things is talking to herold about the nature of women, he is all cought up with this new love obsession, and she is, well playing the markect,
so to speek,
he has a hard time understanding this, i tell him well you see, women are like employers they are taking applications for the job untill they feel the job is no longer needed, then you can get along with them, but untill the mean time ,
your like under evaluwation for potential,. its a good way to figure out what your made of according to the latest babe you want to get with ,
your actual value, as contrastee with other men,
so he is depressed over it cause she is looking for some one who has their shit together etc,
i said
oh yea, another thing herold , you have to open doors for them , meaning help set them up, meaning have some $$, daydreaming artist types can only go so far here in suberbia, , thats one reason i am ready to get the fuck outta here!
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going back home , which was suberia, around Houston, i would hang out with some of my old highschool buddies, and see where they would go to find a date, other than work or the net, it was the local bar! and believe me, the women there geezze!, its gotten that bad, mainly the places between houston and galveston, thats where i grew up, it wasn't so bad, back then, but now, the suberia sprawl!, there would be no way i could survive in that zone, .
after looking at the career centric suberia devorcess one in a half kids, and with a massive additude, type of Texas gals , you wonder how many of my friend ever get any girlfriends and how it must work out, dating etc, you have to have a career thats powerful etc
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my ego now, is to massive to be taken down a couple of natches by some fat ass suberian woman who wonders why i have never had a job, and seem to like beer to much hummm yea?
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so its been fun talking to herold about the nature of women like talking about the strange tacking of a winter buck,
you see herold what she is up to is this,--=- yeaaa women do the same shit predicting ,anyway
thats one reason ,why i am going to go over to Japan and get a wife like jimmy there, or jim porter!
i have one test , i am going to find me a young philly and place a dallar in front of her and if she cann't identify what it is or have never seen it? i should marry her, i could see our life style where i tell here i have special powers to make things appear like pizza and beer, and she would think i am some super hero
as we hang out in some barn some where while i make a chickenheaded-pumkin master piece!
oh may i dream!