December 2009 Archives

Well, i have been doing some thinking, what about you might ask?
the orginal goal of comming out here, i was to lose some weight and get fit again
hit 165 some how? and i think the chickengeorge method isn't working,
You see every other night, its like a cycle, what happens is i have the projects.,
I paint during the day, and at night basicly just don't feel like doing anything but, with a
couple of sips of beer i am off, and at it again and the next day is a hang over so nothing gets done, i get carryed away and reconvince myself to do newer grander projects,
so when you mix utube in on the bit , its time to get really drunk or something , and then there is eating

So the cycle get developed that leaves me tied and sorta fat,
So i think i am gonna sign off the Chickengeorge complex untill i cann't take being healthy anymore
i want to push this shit over till i hit 60, then i can go back to being fat and discusting and asshole like cause i don't care any more and horney old man type of stuff.
but
for now , Shit,i need to cleanup a bit and avoid this predestination that is been bulding all threw out my 30, and reinvint a new and improve somthing, i have some ideas,.
So anybody out there reading this who own my art work
i am gonna throw out CG older projects on Friday 13th from here on out, but no new ones like that kinda work will be made or signed , so save your pennys, if you want older projects cause there is a ton of them.

I want to get lean again, maybe conjure up to be actually sexy, some how,. and i am not going anywhere but here untill its achieved, as for utube well i am gonna stay off it even know i miss it, there is alot of footage about stuff shot and about the end of me and Justins stay here that needs ot be complete.
plus there is a odd ball show at a coffee hous ein San Marcos called Wake the Dead, that me and Justin in, , just the two of us, it will be a recap on what we have done here
for me its
Cann Hammsss..... click to read expanded

EricMaximus hog piece,
Well,
i think what i am going to do is just kick out the idea of weekly utube v loggin stuff. I like making movies its fun to script stuff, So, i think around Aug 1 of next year, i am gonna upload again but stuff that i already shoot around here, , i want to complete the seasons work, i hate leaving projects unfinished and who knows how long Justin will hang in here.
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I want to make more slick stuff, something that could be seen like a movie basicly a horror comedy
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"Please help end the drama so I, George Z can return to painting. Please do not take personally any issue I may have with someone else-that is a issue between the two of us ONLY and I ask that you allow this matter to settle, do not comment or contact either of us regarding this personal matter so that it will die away. I would appreciate it -Much thanks- George"

One of the funny things that never happened to much on my site, well really at all, come to think about it,,
was i was never stalked, much
hell even on my ebay auction or utube
and
i always wondered, why?.....

I guess if anybody out there is following, i pulled all my vids off Utube--
why?
Well, i think last Saturday night i realized i am addicted to the net, and its effecting my moods about how i operate.,, so i put the whole net show bizness in perspective.

I think i want to go back to a pre net age somewhere 2002, where my life is not divided so much.

From around 2004- till now, From the conception of this site, then to ebay04 to utube06 and my own site GZ.com07 i thought this would build up and more activity would come out of it. After UTSA05-07 the idea of going on the road, to here,( Big Bend)09 but when all the efforts to make stuff and get it out there fell , works like "cann hamm" or "Books of BBQ" i had to rethink exactly what kinda art i am making and where its going?,
Comming out here to Redford, i thought "to hell with the fine art world, i am gonna stick to ebay and utube from here on out let my addiction just implode on itself."
and it did.
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Folk painting started on ebay,(i have always had folkish taste) and it was a weekly activity that allowed me to get mad , drink, obsesse or go crazy in one night's posting of work. It collected some sales but its like a gamble, you win some and lose some, i won mostly but not enough,-- in late 2006 i added utube and launched my idea of the stalker Texan folk artist , (the folk Dual) and videos reflecting on what i was making in the studio,then to this comical soap opera. But knowing my ideas of what i like in movies "Horror" ,i wanted to be more creepy and gross , my version of reality based male stalker humor and Redneck folklore and cooking, but ment to be a bit extreme and uncomfortable but funny.
So why stop all of it,!
well,
on Friday i was trying to crack these four painting for this Big Bend Calender idea, and i realized, man i am losing it! my skills to paint,
why?
i think easy folk expressionism, where character out weights the art, where sentimetallism and modern purity have its place, but this place don't reside in my talents anymore , i don't have a folk cannon nor have i ever had the pations to build one.
i have to improve the picture, it my nature this game keeps going if you make the rules harder and demands high.
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I am mainly evolving into an impressionist type like a George Bellows or Sicklert. or Beckman
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my downfall
Also this is about my need to be a compulisive comic in the art zone, where alot of beer, and BBQ take place the need to act pathic or loser syndrom stuff --
"bad fair art", " uncomfortable romances", media culture pop obsession painted at a thrift store, food art body parts as a sculpture, crap you would dig up,-- i think the need to play these situwations out. see the drama,( on art projects, not real life read above) thru has destroyed my harddrive, so to speak

So with that
CDC might be real slow for a while until I recharge myself and figure out what's next to entertain you folks out there with ...
aahhh
more pictures ,
i suppose thats all i have to offer

Well the base of the whole set of picture will start form this one taken from Ericmaximus vid still, i am spliting the two figures up into two paintings,

So i am on to Create at least 12 good paintings, now all i need is some good light and i made a homemade easle

STARTED
So what IS the new direction in the studio?
I NEEDED SOME GOALS TO WORK TOWARD, POSSIBLE SHOWS, A COLLECTION OF TIME HONORED WORKS TO CRAFT AND PROMOTE, TIME CHERISHED IMAGES SO...WHAT DID I COME UP WITH?....
A CALENDAR! Yes! 12+ PAINTINGS REFLECTING THE PEOPLE AND PLACES OF BIG BEND AND THE WEST TEXASS-STYLE (WHATEVER THAT MIGHT BE?)
IT HAS ALL THE MAGICAL ELEMENTS TO KEEP ME IN LINE, SO I AM NOT ALL OVER THE MAP, AND I CAN'T GET ALL CREEPY WITH THE SHIT. I FEEL IF I KEEP IT UP I COULD BUILD A SOLID LINE OF WORK THAT PEOPLE AROUND HERE WOULD REALLY BUY.
WHERE WILL I START? WITH JOHN WELLS AND JEFFRO, AS SEEN IN THESE TWO PAINTINGS I HAVE WORKING ON.

well here is it

up for auction via Glasstire
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