Well one of the bad things about this site, is i had planed a bunch of write ups on the 13th works but , when it froze and the bids were basicly, nothing great , it sorta killed it for me , but , the show must go on,!
Funny thing about the ebay blitz bomb was talking to ruby about it, i think she thought she was gonna fetch like 300 plus for the painting, she or i made that night, i told her it will be lucky to sell at all, and i think it went out to a bid war between to guys that like her, stopped at 60, about mid way thru the autiion i upped the price and two of the three scruffy paintings sold,. and we argued about upload times that week while she tried to fininsh this video she wanted to release.
the main fun of the whole thing was releaseing these videos the raffle vids. This one video about me having this machete and talking about women, and walking thru the desert and finding this bottle then up to this sculpture deal and me walking arouund with two chickens and then hanging by them.,
Red sent me an email and said he isn't watching any of the videos cause i switched geers and were makeing these borring comerical videos to appease the utube comunitys lack of imagination by talking about "tac" or playing silly games , so thay can all interacte with each other, i sent him the macheti vid and that was his responce, i emailed him agina and said, did you even watch it,. he realized it was a trick , or not what it seemed and got so motivated by the video he made two pieces on it and sold it off ebay, thanks,
But the video , some people asked WTF does it mean, i was on this new SMTV.net deal or site an on line tv- live thing for san marcos and explained that its really all about the break up with scuffy and here i am choking my chicken again, ahhh so it goes, . I think the the whole host of vids i made were more about women than any other time in the past,.
I also notices Scruffy put up a small coment about the video , that was nice, she still looks hot!, but ahhhhkkk - so the video after i go thru with it , i realise i want to stop the weekly march of v-logging and having to address the camra , like in live, now i think what i am going to go after is a more designed vid something i can be proud of , and shuffle it beyond the weekly message, type of stuff,. plus its fun putting out a realitlly good video other than this rambling blog stuff, editing and shooting is fun but the most fun its trying to fit real life into this sorta fiction. it excites me to come up with this stuff.
I don't know why it is, but sometimes just having the last word , motivates people, sarcasim is a great motivator i think, . another thing funny or i thought was significate was last week one of my exe came and visited, about ten years ago i was experianceing what it was to be really obsessive and jealious and crazy, fueling it all into art projects, but like any romance it rises and falls and i sat there in the Madrid compound killing myself, and low and behold some ten years after the fact i am here again and she showed up, i thought it was funny, ,. we had a long distant thing going on back there in 1999, and for obsessions thats the best cuase it allows you to imagine over the short commings of the relationship, she had moved on, well i didn't she also never saw the place Redford, and wondereds why i moved out of town, (its along story basicly). but Scruffy ahh , i am older now i just have a hard time killing myself over somebody ,
i bet this is what happens when you get older, you really only fall in love once i bet everytime after that, your like, well, don't do this or that, maybe its called gettign jadded, .
but, but fuck it, if some one wants to step up , why not, i want to touch all the babes out there before i kick the buckect or something, nothing wrong with that,.huhnnn
So in the end i am here chocked by chicken , and ends up in a hell fire pit , end of story, one thing i think i am gonna do form here on out is more narriations.
