So whats going on?
Well, whats in the news?
well, it looks like am tied up here for the moment and trying to resolve some art pieces and add to some new ones for the Curry display deal and take some piece over to the Wake the dead show , it will be our final show the conclusion to me and Justin activitys, here,. i am rounding up about six pieces plus this bad burned barbie art , i might post it on ebay and prote it to a degree, so more will be comming up these next two weeks while i am here then i am gonna hit the road again and be back here for the long dry hump till this fall, and target my weight back down, which i seem to fail at,
but man, i am jonesing to go CG again, me and justin came up with some good bits , but shooting stuff nobody seems motiveated to do , we are not actors and not film people everything shot in the past was sorta in the moment, , maybe the moment is gone now , i don't know,.
But alas this other greater project awaits, its,-----
this one movie thing i want to make deailing with this sculpture piece and a game, shot with a new video camra i need to get some how,
and round up a new body of work to promote , i got some new places to target plus my return to SA town
so folk i aint dead just on the road
ask me a question?
Recently in About Chickendeadchicken Category
i Revised my main site, and sorta rounded up all the things i do, i added a "items for sale "
basicly i am going to try and sell off the back log of Chicken George pics ranging from 2000-2009- and every Friday 13th i am gonna throw out alot of stuff , that i don't know what to do with but real cheep, .make a vid about it promote it, etc,
But there are some real good ones and big ones, like the two above i am not going to give away, basicly.
I feel like one of those D&D nerds who had to go to rehab cuase they got to into there characters, and had to lay down one of them down, cuase its just to much to deal with man! when he got killed on on level 5 in dundars castle, .
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ill be back on there utube when i sorta figure out what to do next, i needed to resolve some things left people hanging. so its like an end to something
but
there are plenty of material already shot , i had like six episodes about with me and Justin doing shit, around here, i liked coming up with these things but you have to be in the mood to shoot, its alot of planing ,
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have to reedit the movie,
I guess if anybody out there is following, i pulled all my vids off Utube--
why?
Well, i think last Saturday night i realized i am addicted to the net, and its effecting my moods about how i operate.,, so i put the whole net show bizness in perspective.
I think i want to go back to a pre net age somewhere 2002, where my life is not divided so much.
From around 2004- till now, From the conception of this site, then to ebay04 to utube06 and my own site GZ.com07 i thought this would build up and more activity would come out of it. After UTSA05-07 the idea of going on the road, to here,( Big Bend)09 but when all the efforts to make stuff and get it out there fell , works like "cann hamm" or "Books of BBQ" i had to rethink exactly what kinda art i am making and where its going?,
Comming out here to Redford, i thought "to hell with the fine art world, i am gonna stick to ebay and utube from here on out let my addiction just implode on itself."
and it did.
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Folk painting started on ebay,(i have always had folkish taste) and it was a weekly activity that allowed me to get mad , drink, obsesse or go crazy in one night's posting of work. It collected some sales but its like a gamble, you win some and lose some, i won mostly but not enough,-- in late 2006 i added utube and launched my idea of the stalker Texan folk artist , (the folk Dual) and videos reflecting on what i was making in the studio,then to this comical soap opera. But knowing my ideas of what i like in movies "Horror" ,i wanted to be more creepy and gross , my version of reality based male stalker humor and Redneck folklore and cooking, but ment to be a bit extreme and uncomfortable but funny.
So why stop all of it,!
well,
on Friday i was trying to crack these four painting for this Big Bend Calender idea, and i realized, man i am losing it! my skills to paint,
why?
i think easy folk expressionism, where character out weights the art, where sentimetallism and modern purity have its place, but this place don't reside in my talents anymore , i don't have a folk cannon nor have i ever had the pations to build one.
i have to improve the picture, it my nature this game keeps going if you make the rules harder and demands high.
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I am mainly evolving into an impressionist type like a George Bellows or Sicklert. or Beckman
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my downfall
Also this is about my need to be a compulisive comic in the art zone, where alot of beer, and BBQ take place the need to act pathic or loser syndrom stuff --
"bad fair art", " uncomfortable romances", media culture pop obsession painted at a thrift store, food art body parts as a sculpture, crap you would dig up,-- i think the need to play these situwations out. see the drama,( on art projects, not real life read above) thru has destroyed my harddrive, so to speak
And with utube , i am finding ways to rationalize anther night of getting fucked up, which is something i am trying to control, cause i love doing that so much, So George off utube means being more often sober.
all these factors are messing up my capiblity to resolve a painting,.
and as i have learned form listening to others i am not clear or serious,
which i might think is an asset by Austin Slacker standards but i wantta get paided somehow. and make work that is a benchmark in West Texas Painting,
so i got to make good paintings not some folk/outsiders jackoffs, so to speak, even know i enjoy doing that,.
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And last saturday as i lost a friend in the deal i realized there isn't much of a future in the net, the results are..?.. and i want to go underground for a while, and step out of the lime light..
and get back to the studio where i am not performing for anybody.
So with that
CDC might be real slow for a while until I recharge myself and figure out what's next to entertain you folks out there with ...
aahhh
more pictures ,
i suppose thats all i have to offer

The unofficial history of babes on CDC, or the women who i seem to have pecked on here.
So
Who would be Babe uno numbro!
Well Scruffy!
and what brought this all back around would be her new site! Jonesing for Scruffy Jones
she emailed me about
Well i guess still over ten years ,
its still there this old fake abobe , which was the stage set for the tv movie "the streets of Laredo" .. called Crow town
So what else is going on , hummm well after last night, me and justin went to the site and came back here, and
well its been about two weeks here in production, it a bit odd like a prison basicly the heat keeps you arrested, but what marvelious acts of painting , are taking place, well
i am setting out on very site related issues, not trying to build a contempoary style or worry about that i am just going to let my imagination and visual world move it, i know there is this display i want to make over in Marathon i am working on,. called Canned Hamm, more on that in a few weeks, and,
ia m makeing this like seimi impressionistic / folk - type of work , but i keep throwing out in ebay, cheep! to fucking cheep ,
the last painting i posted on here the sheriff chicken george on wood went for 20 bucks, i started to wonder if anybody reads this site any more, or gives a shit as to what i am doing on here, maybe i looking for some buyers not stalkers anymore, this site has been rolling for what over four years, and this is all the pull its got, ahhhh fuck it,
So,
i am out trying to get justin going on this devil dog deal, somehting to take to Marathon, etc he is makeing some landscapes, we have some plans, i am going to stick with local folk lore, like henry clay or kelly pruitt, stuff that can meet my grizzled ends here
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well it started in 2003 dec 28
and here it still stands
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five years of odd ball grammerticly challeges writting , artworksSo
whats the stats on the site so far? well i had a state engine for a while but dropped it a while back i think feb this year cause the site hits dropped off to noithing, but what i figured was my blog writting software was so out of date it didn't know how to funtion etc, thanks to Jimmy he saved the site,.,
so i gave up on it for a while keep in track of ho is on here etc, but i went to my hoster powerweb and checked out there stats and they claim i get 34,thousand hits a month, Geeeze on what!, who knows,
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Where is the site going on the five year party, well it will still roll on,, i have to get a new mac note book , stilll computerless,
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So in perdictions, i think my stay here at San Marc will be done, by may , ill be done here, i thought i was going to leave this fall, butt...
i can tell its getting time to leave, i feel fat anxious, i want to punish myself make me rebuild, thin lean a back to my roots, some where out in the Big Bend desart, this time its gonna be differtn, venture # 3 will be differnt,